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| Yours Is the Kingdom"And the light unto all
Will be Your wonderful Name"
Listening to some Hillsong-oldies...can I even say that, cause it's not really even that old? But seems like everything has taken place forever ago especially when I reminisce about my high school and even my college days. For instance I just came back from MCCA, and it was weird to think about how crazy old skits were and how so many people have come and gone. But anyways, I digress...
MCCA Cedarville was definitely a happenin' place this year. Worship was rockin' and I cannot say enough about the team that we had playing. Getting to know them was even a better experience, even in the little time I got to spend with them. It was really evident that they had spent a lot of time preparing and growing together as a team, and it gives me motivation to really work on that back at CCCC. Their CD also motivates me to start getting those plans for us to record moving again too xP .
Small groups was an interesting experience though this year as I was leading a group. Not only was I leading a group, the fact that I knew everyone in my group and they were my peers sort of had me feeling slightly awkward at first. But still, I felt God was there even with my lack of preparation, to maybe start pulling at some people. Same with my sharing-- I couldn't for the life of me get anything written down till like 10 minutes beforehand. Even then, what I had was bare bones. Afterwards though, I had a couple ppl thank me, and had someone pray with me to give me that reassurance that either way, what needed to be said was done.
On a side note, I now know what it feels like to have groupies, lol. Being the MC for the retreat wasn't something I expected but I guess it was pretty fun nonetheless. I definitely Michael Cera'd a lot of it and made it awkward, lol xD . Despite that, I had a following apparently with ppl shouting my name and Facebook stalking hahaha. My sister busted out laughing when she heard someone say "I'm a Shing fan" before service, lol.
Finally have a day to do nothing tomorrow! (Except I feel kinda dumb cause I turned down some overtime pay so I can chill, but I guess it's worth it) I shall be researching my grad school options... | | |
| Wellll...I'm legitimately employed now. Go figure, the higher ups were actually on top of things after I was ranting about it, hahah. | | |
| Hope I Scored Higher Than Vince YoungSo I took another Wonderlic today...better have aced it, lol. I'm pushing hard for a job right now so hopefully soon...
But anyways, as I was filling out the personality inventory during the interview I had an epiphany. Not exactly the best timing, but seeing how I was dead tired and functioning on 5 hours of sleep after an 8 hour shift...who knows exactly what was going on in my head. Just was thinking about leadership--- and how it is so lacking. People who are in leadership roles like managers and whatever keep dropping the ball or fail to set the right tone and example for everyone else. It never ceases to stop ticking me off...but I guess it gives me something to work on too cause I have seen the good and the bad. I guess I'm just realizing what I need to do if I am to be out in the real world and pushing upward...but not only in the workplace, I'm wondering if it's God getting me to think about helping with the junior highers cause Timmy ai-yee has been hoping and praying that I could. But on that note, after I became an official member of the church I'm starting to branch out =X Haha, I've been attending Vineyard the last couple weeks and think I'm going to make it a regular thing...anyways...I should sleep as I think I've failed to really accomplish anything with this entry, much less the tasks I've got to do still. | | |
| Stylin n' Profilin'It's funny how I'm known as a nice dresser at work among other things...But on the clothing note, it's near impossible to find a suit that fits me without dropping like $300. Need to find me a tailor to do some cheap alterations...going to Macy's for it hurts the old bank account.
So life's been pretty good even without the family around. It is a pain running the house on my own with work and all, but I've managed. Though I admit, I split my lawn and yard work into two days instead of one and I cook my meals in Costco size portions just so I can eat for like two or three days without having to do any more work, lol. I think that I will need to take like a day off right before the family comes back just to clean up so my mom and her obsessive qualities don't go bonkers when she steps foot in the door...cause honestly I don't mop the floor everyday or vacuum once a week xP Not much else though really exciting at the moment though-- but I can say that I am happy and glad.
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| I'm AncientHaha, after attending my sister's graduation I've realized that it's been 5 years since I've graduated HS...man I'm old, lol. But yeah-- I'm starting to really feel that the next stage of my life is going to kick in soon after the waiting. I'm optimistic that this job hunt is finally gonna be over! (Honestly though, I'm feeling a bit prideful in that I want to shut people up who have been busting my nuts about it lately) But either way, I'm down with whatever God is throwing my way...and for once I can sincerely say that. With all the crap I've got tossed at me the last month, and how pissed at everything I could be, the fact that I'm not and have just walked away from it all makes me feel like my head and heart have caught up with my physical aging. It's a bit frustrating to having been put through the process...but idk, it's weird...I've just kinda realized God has something wayyyyy much better for me and I'm ready for it whenever it is the time. It's a good feeling to have and with it, I've felt pretty carefree and just overall a lot happier and freer than I had been. Maybe I am grownup finally...xP
Anyways, I was just thinking about the perception of hotness. I forget what we were talking about at work or wherever that brought it up in my head. But yeah, you see cute girls around whatevers, but when you actually get to talking with one and they start talking about church and God...hawt, and blows me away, lol. Idk honestly, just kinda something that I got to thinking about, but it's pretty awesome, for the lack of better word, when you meet someone who not only looks pretty but is passionate about God. Sorta can't imagine that person God prepares for you...I mean like the total package. For me, I probably can't picture why I'd ever tried to settle for less! But yeah anyways, I'm just typing random whatevers now...prob should sleep instead. | | |
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